Today I am very unhappy & in a cry mood. I don't know why it always happens with me. This is the 1st time when I felt that rain can also be sometimes hateful. Today wasFriday & last day of week of my School. On Tuesday, there is my PA-1 of SSC of which I haven't studied anything and today mam was going to start history new Chapter & also making us revise ch 1 of Economics for Exam. In Chemistry also, mam was going to start a new chapter and also we had to ask about Anweshan Certificate from mam. In maths, mam was going to start a New Chapter today & I had to submit my English Portfolio today & my class teacher (AI teacher) would also teach us today. But on the other side, rain started heavily since Early morning & is still raining with thunderstorms. I woke at usual time & get ready for school before time. But due to this rain no-one from my family allowed me to go to school & always my father or my brother dropped me to school. But today no-one was agreed. I prayed to God a 1000 times to stop the rain but he didn't. He is very bad, selfish, I even cried alot that maybe now he'll stop rain, but he didn't. My school timing was 8:00 AM And at 8:15, I changed clothes to my house ones. As now, my all hope was ruined, no hope was left. And now around 9 AM, rain is almost stopped. which proves that god wanted to mark me absent in the school attendance Register today. I was very excited to talk to Chemistry tecaher for that certificate, but all excitement ruined. I think that sometimes those beautiful rainshowers are also bad.😔